| 笨笨的我 | (stupid m3) |

one of my interest is music ....

time after time .. melody captivates my heart, the surge of music overwhelm my body and seemed that another m3 is calling out from within...

i remember last time someone told me that i've talented in learnin as my curiousity help me picks things up very fast

...but all these comment seemed to be a heavy wound for me,

sometime i wonder y is it so that till now i'm not able to acomplish things? ,

i have plentiful of stuff that i wanna do,but i couldn't do~ i dunno if my attention span is too short or what somehow i could not live up to mine own exepectation.

since young i love music alot, but too bad family is poor so no $$ to learn music hence incorprate my passion with singing ..

now i have a guitar at home.. but till now i have not even be able to play a piece .. omg it's just anotehr ornament in my messy room...
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am i lazy ? or i'm not musically incline .. i know that learning of piano/guitar does not just "snap" and hey i can play ...but yet i am crumbling to my own weakness.

i know my own weakness, somehow. i need people to learn with me , since young i dunno why i learn much faster by copying/learning from people.. i wanted to learn on my own but seeing the tabs ... and unable to syncronise with my hand .. really piss me off big time .. :X

nevertheless.. i hope that by the end of this year i can be guitar capable else if ... jeff would be knock down by car when he cross the road :X muahhaha .

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一直以来， 我的兴趣与音乐息息相关。。
一次又一次的旋律俘虏了我的心灵，音乐占领了我的身躯。。隐约的在我内心的另一个我。。在随着音乐呼唤着我。
还记得，小时候 有人对我说 我的天分令其他人诧异，学艺能力也不落人后。

但是这些评语对我而言却是一种残忍的伤害，因为是我自己的无能令我学有而无成
眼高手低，用来形容我可说的天衣无缝。。。我有许多想要完成的欲望，但不知为什么、事事都不如我所要求的顺心顺意。

从小我对音乐就充满兴趣，但应家境贫寒，没得机会与音乐交上朋友，也没学上钢琴，吉它之类等乐器。。

如今，房里有了一把吉它，而我却迟迟没学上任何一首简单的歌曲。我知道是我知己给予自己太多的借口。。造成"它"严重的被忽略。

是我懒还是我没天赋 还是我只是执迷不悟。。。
我知道学习不能急于求成 但我却败给了自己。
败给了知己对他人的依赖，遗忘了独立的奇迹

本人希望在今年可以学会吉它。。。。不然"杰夫(jeff)" ， 过马路会被车撞。。:X
哈哈哈 !!